One step forward and ten steps back. That's exactly how I feel right now. Recent graduate, jobless and depressed. As many people return to what is considered 'normal', I'm trying to figure out what exactly normal is. A mixture of fear surrounding a global pandemic and generally being in a position that I can't quite fathom has made my mental health plummet. Not to mention being forced to isolate after spending years of doing that thanks to depression. It was like "Hey, you've been trying so hard to claw your way out of that hole, now go jump back into it." Moving into July, I'm feeling the full effects of lockdown as the country starts to reopen, again reminding me of just how wonderfully caring our government is (they're totally not putting profit before people, they would never do that!) I'm seeing celebrities jet off on holiday to beautiful countries, people going down the pubs with their mates. All I can think is, why aren'...